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“Hannah,” she said gently, too gently, “I think you should hear this from me.”
There was a pause on the line, perfectly timed. “Andrew and I didn’t plan for things to happen this way,” she said. “But feelings don’t always follow logic.”
The words didn’t make sense at first. I remember waiting for her to finish the sentence, for there to be another explanation attached to it, something that didn’t rearrange my understanding of reality.
“I’m saying we’re together,” she replied. “And I hope, in time, you’ll understand.”
The sound that came out of my throat wasn’t a scream. It was something smaller and more broken, like air escaping from a punctured tire. I hung up without another word and sat there until the sun went down, replaying every memory I had ever shared with them, every holiday, every casual conversation, searching for the moment where this became possible without me noticing.
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