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Earlier that day, Carol had insisted on giving Oliver his antibiotic so I could “get some rest.” I remembered hesitating, the bottle of pink liquid cold in my hand, before handing it over because arguing felt heavier than trusting her for once.
A small hand tugged at my sleeve.
My daughter, June, stood there in her oversized pajamas, hair sticking up in soft angles, clutching a stuffed rabbit by one ear. She was seven, observant in the way quiet children often are, the kind who noticed everything because no one expected them to speak.
Mark sighed loudly. “June, go back to bed. You’re just picking up on your mom’s stress.”
But June didn’t move. She looked past him, past me, and straight at the pediatrician who had finally agreed to stop by on his way home after I’d called again and refused to hang up.
Every sound in the house seemed to shut off at once.
June pointed toward the kitchen sink. “I saw Grandma pour the pink stuff down the drain. She said the other bottle was better and that Mommy worries too much.”
I felt something inside me snap cleanly, like a rope under too much strain. I ran to the trash, hands shaking as I dug past coffee grounds and paper towels until I found it—the empty antibiotic bottle, cap still sticky, no trace of the medication inside.
The doctor moved fast then, all irritation gone. “Carol,” he said sharply, “what did you give the baby?”
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