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My name is Hannah Cole. I was twenty-eight that year, a first-grade teacher on maternity leave, the kind of woman people describe as “a little anxious but well-meaning,” which is often code for “she should calm down and stop asking questions.” That night, calm felt like a foreign language.
104.1.
My stomach dropped.
I stared at the wall after the call ended, the word unnecessarily echoing in my head.
My husband, Mark, was in the living room, stretched out on the couch, scrolling through his phone like it was any other night. He was thirty-three, practical to the point of being dismissive, raised in a house where feelings were inconveniences and his mother’s word was law.
“He’s burning up,” I said. “This isn’t normal.”
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