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That Tuesday in late September, I cracked.
Rusty swings. Dead grass. A basketball court with more cracks than paint.
I sat on the hood and watched Clara feel her way toward the slide, hands out, careful and slow, like she’d learned the world wasn’t safe unless she measured every step.
He was sitting on a bench, barefoot, legs swinging lazily, like he had nowhere else to be and all the time in the world. He couldn’t have been more than ten or eleven. His shirt hung off him like it had belonged to someone else first. Dirt streaked his shins. But his eyes—those eyes were sharp, focused, too old for his face.
At first, I thought nothing of him. Then I noticed he wasn’t watching me.
I felt the old instinct rise, the one that had kept me alive for decades. I stepped forward, already rehearsing how I’d tell him to move along.
I moved without thinking, planting myself between them like a wall.
He stopped immediately. Didn’t flinch. Didn’t run.
“I’m sorry,” he said, voice thin but steady. “I need to see her.”
He shook his head, eyes darting to Clara’s hand as it rubbed her right eye again. “She keeps touching there. I know why.”
My heart skipped in a way I didn’t like.
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