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When William died, Ethan found the obituary before I did.
“Mom.”
“Is this Grandpa William?”
I stared at the screen.
A funeral had never been one of them.
I hesitated.
“If he was nice to you, shouldn’t we say goodbye?”
So we went.
Whitmore relatives stood beneath dark umbrellas.
Business associates gathered near the family.
The whispers started almost immediately.
I had not come to explain myself.
I had come for William.
Then Vanessa stepped into our path.
She looked older.
So did I.
But some expressions do not change much with time.
Her eyes moved from my uniform to the children.
Then she smiled.
“Well.”
She looked at me.
“I suppose the military still hasn’t taught you when not to make a scene.”
Ethan’s hand tightened around mine.
I stayed calm.
“We’re here for William.”
Vanessa glanced at the children again.
“Why?”
“Because they wanted to say goodbye.”
Her smile became sharper.
“To someone they never knew?”
Rose stepped forward before I could answer.
“He was our grandfather.”
The conversation around us seemed to stop.
Grant turned.
I had not seen him yet.
He was standing near William’s casket in a black suit, older than the man I remembered but unmistakably the same.
His eyes found me first.
Then the children.
He looked at Ethan.
Noah.
Luke.
Rose.
Emma.
Something changed in his face.
At first, it was only confusion.
Then he looked at Ethan again.
My oldest son had Grant’s eyes.
Luke had his jawline.
Rose had the same small crease near her left cheek when she was nervous.
Emma had the Whitmore chin.
Noah looked so much like photographs of Grant at ten that even I had sometimes stopped mid-sentence when he turned his head a certain way.
Grant took one step toward us.
Vanessa noticed.
Her expression changed immediately.
She moved closer to me.
“What exactly are you doing here, Savannah?”
“I told you.”
I looked toward William’s grave.
“Saying goodbye.”
Vanessa reached toward Rose.
I caught her wrist before she touched my daughter.
“Do not touch her.”
I released her immediately.
Grant had already started walking toward us.
His eyes remained fixed on the children.
“Savannah.”
I had heard my name in his voice thousands of times during our marriage.
I had never heard it sound like that.
“What is this?”
I looked at him.
“Five children attending their grandfather’s funeral.”
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