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“I know.”
That mattered.
Now he seemed to understand that explanations would not change the outcome.
“I should have listened to you.”
“I should have asked questions.”
“I should never have let Vanessa become the person I trusted more than my wife.”
“No.”
He looked down.
I did not.
Grant eventually told me what had happened after I left Georgia.
At first, she supported him through the divorce.
The relationship lasted several years but never became what she had apparently imagined.
Grant said William never fully approved.
His father kept asking whether Grant had ever verified what happened with me.
Grant always answered the same way.
“There was nothing left to verify.”
Hearing that hurt in a way I did not expect.
William had tried.
Even after I disappeared from the family, he had apparently continued asking the question everyone else wanted buried.
Grant looked at me.
“My dad never believed I handled it right.”
I thought about the Christmas card.
“He was right.”
Grant nodded.
“Yes.”
There was no argument.
Then he asked about the children.
Not whether they liked sports.
Not whether Ethan wanted to meet him.
Not whether I thought they might someday call him Dad.
He asked what they were like.
That was the first question that made me hesitate.
Because describing them meant opening a door.
Still, I answered.
Ethan was responsible to a fault.
Noah talked too much when he was nervous.
Luke could take apart almost anything in the house and occasionally even put it back together.
Rose loved animals and hated losing board games.
Emma remembered every promise anyone made.
Grant smiled at that.
I immediately recognized the expression.
Emma had it too.
That hurt differently.
Grant asked what he had missed.
I could have listed everything.
Five first steps.
Five first words.
Five first days of school.
Birthdays.
Fevers.
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